| Actually, most of these aren't goals, just things that will happen unless I completely screw up.
Graduate high school.
Learn to play trumpet.
March in Vanguard Cadets.
Lose lots of fat, get a trim body, so I'll be like a new person when I...
Go to college. Any college.
Read an actual book for at least 30 minutes every day, maybe a few hours on relaxed weekends.
Eat more fruits and veggies, less meat.
Learn how to say what I need to say when I want to say it.
Be nicer to everyone... not just in action, but in thought, too.
Be nicer to myself. |
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| I'm pretty happy right now.  How are you? |
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| You know that your Calc grade is bad when a half-point out of ten on a quiz raises your overall grade. I want to make an awesome a capella group at Westmont. |
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| I'm tired. and I'm taking a Calc test during tutorial tomorrow. I'm sick from these ups and downs. This year has been happier in general, but I'm not quite comfortable yet. Is there a such thing as balance, comfort? I don't want to be the person I am right now. I want to start homework on time. I want to be healthier, and less controlled by everyone else's expectations.
Fuck you. |
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| I want to down this bottle of raspberry-scented anti-bacterial hand gel on my desk. Kill all the germs in my throat. Berry-clean breath. But considering the side-effects of eating soap, I don't think that would help.
Ack. Going to band this morning was a bad idea. I hope I didn't give my cold germs to anyone else. I'm coming to school tomorrow... I need to catch up on everything. I don't want to. |
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